okay so i didn't go to school today because my throat's still as bad (or did it worsen i dunno ._.) i really hope my voice returns to normal tmrw :((( i sound reallyreallyreally horrid now D: and i swear my voice didn't break. doctor chua prescribe me some miracle medicine pl0x.

prac-ed flute, did a little bit of hw. so not productive:/ and i just realised i have band camp tmrw till sunday so i gotta complete my PI draft 3, some chinese thingy and i dunno what else x.x i need to do my part and come up with a backup idea for GPP too. and on top of all these i have tutorials to do but i don't really give a hoot abt them so yeah._.

and i've thought long and hard, REFLECTED UPON MY ACTIONS (mostly what's wrong ehem ehem :X) and yeah, i've decided to keep myself happy and not emo anymore. cos if i do i'd be hurting/disappointing the people around me and myself as well. i'm not going to feel demoralized but encouraged from now. and i'm not going to give up but stay determined. thank you to those who cheered me up (: it really helped and i don't know how it would've been without you all.

thank you too (:

anw, hmm. looking forward to band camp :D (um, i think.) i hope the exchange would be fun. though neh and gene wouldn't be there :(( zzz.

schedule is/is going to be very packed till end of syf/prelude. so, bye world, i'll prolly not be blogging very often (not like i am now :/). i just hope everything will go smoothly.

i don't really hate school now cos i have great friends :D :D and funny things seem to happen all the time hahah.

lastly, kaini i miss you a lot. it's been super super long since we've actually talked abt things face to face alrrrr. sobs T.T i hope you're ding fine and good luck for your coming exams + WMC okeh! JYYY