zn 8)

I LOVE TUMBLR MEHEHE 8D

2009-07-28T20:20:00.001+08:00

thetwentythird.tumblr.com

i might blog here still, dunno :D

happeh :D

2009-07-23T18:55:00.004+08:00

okay. so i had chinese listening today and i think it was manageable :X

hmm, seems like after JCTs everyone has the motivation to mug alr O:! but i don't. maybe it's cos i didn't bother much about it and missed two papers so i really can't care less. anyway it's over, and i passed (thanks to moderation. phew-.-). i think i should start to mug also. especially for chem and econs. i don't understand anything><

i don't like being forced okay. even if it's doing sth i like. if i don't want, i don't want :( okay i sound like such a kid. poop.

but anyway, i still feel happy(: dunno why. though tj is boring, tj people are boring, i am boring, i'm glad i have those few friends around me. sometimes i rather be in school than at home 8O! cos at least i have them. maybe life ain't so bad.

fill in the blank

2009-07-22T23:59:00.001+08:00

i don't know what to say. poop.

okay i'm probably not blogging for a while anymore. no time, nothing to write also.

bye.

fireworks

2009-07-18T15:49:00.003+08:00

“You can never tell what people are thinking and feeling unless they tell you, and usually they lie. you ask them, ‘Whats wrong?’ and they say ‘Nothing’. You accept this because it’s easier than digging for the truth. People smile when they want to cry, they laugh when they want to scream and shout. They pretend like nothing is wrong because they don’t want to face the truth.
Things aren’t always rainbows and butterflies, sometimes you gotta scream and cry your anger and sadness to the world, because you can only hold it in for so long before something in you snaps. so when you want to cry, cry. When you want to scream, scream. Don’t hide behind fake smiles, it’s ok to not be alright.”
— Unknown

thresca

okay couldn't resist blogging hehe.

i'm off to do EoM and my geog stuff:D

ta ta.

unfit 8(

2009-07-15T23:22:00.002+08:00

eeeek. i am super unfit now! D8 SOBS. i used to be able to do >20 sit-ups but now, I CAN ONLY DO LIKE LESS THAN 10 without feeling tired T.T i do three pull-ups tired alr also ack. i'm some flabby girl now._. i am so going to take pe v seriously from now on and i'll exercise every sunday morning. i hope><

okay so i went to the eye specialist and the doctor said i've got some bumps under my eyelids which is the main reason for the pain, itchiness and redness i'm experiencing :( it's cos the contacts are like some foreign body in my eye and when the eyelids rub against it, there'll be some reaction, leading to the formation of the bumps. but not v serious. thank god i won't be blind-.- okeh and a bit random but the doctor's super fair O.o like seriously. WHITE. lolllllllllll.

anddddddddddd i did a bit of chem tutorial (ONE QN) and a bit of econs tutorial.

"I'm so proud of me!" - 'Dino' (Jason)

*weeps :'D

firetruck

2009-07-13T23:01:00.002+08:00

oh. my. god. okay this sounds seriously bimbotic but i don't care already i'm (*@#&!@*#&@ stressed now GAHHHHH. gpp, eom, carerep stuff, geog project...etcetc AND THE UNCOMPLETED JCT PAPERS I WANT TO FINISH THEM ALL RAWR. I SWEAR I WILL BE GOOD, I WLIL DO MY TUTORIALS. okay the end BYE.

Sims 3

2009-07-12T22:49:00.003+08:00

rawrrrrrrrrr. omgomgomg, I SHOULDN'T HAVE STARTED ON SIMS3 T.T!!!!!!!!!! anw, i think it's vvveh complicated :S i couldn't even play the sims without cheat la omg. but i guai, neh use cheat now :D

okay, so my econs JCT paper is still UNDONE. eek. my phy geo essay also not done. human geo DRQ and essay qns not done too. really tired now cos i slept quite late last night and sims3-ed almost the whole day today. i'm in deep shit.

pfft. my hands are itching to play sims3 now zomg i dowan to be addicted!><

D:

2009-07-11T17:12:00.001+08:00

scary.

anywayzxzx, I'M VEH BORED.

so i shall pack my table, stop blogging, stop surfing the net, start on hw for once :D

BYE.

stop procrastinating!

2009-07-11T13:10:00.005+08:00

my printer's really screwed. argh.

okay so my eyes still aren't healing yet but i'm glad i'm not deaf :S my ear doesn't hurt anymore yayzxz.

life's going to get pretty hectic from now, with all the PW shit. EoM, WR, I&R, OP. and with PROMOs smacked right in the middle of all these i think all of us are going to be reallllllllly stressed:/ eek.

i love 38 <3

DOOF! - shahirah

2009-07-09T23:16:00.004+08:00

okay i just love it when rah says "DOOF!" HAHA. sounds damn funneh 8D

okay so i watched transformers with janna ytd at century sq, quite funny and cool lolll.

i think i'm going half blind cos my eye infection's worsening D8 IT FREAKING DOESN'T WANT TO GO AWAY. gahhhhhh. it's starting to hurt quite badly too.

i'm gonna go half deaf also cos apparently my left ear hurts a hell lot i dunno wtf happened._. my mother and sis said it's cos i talk too much on the telephone. maybe. anw, I CAN'T FIND MY EARPLUGS. PFFFFFFT.

P. A. I. N.

i am so going to visit the doctor tmr CANNOTCANNOTCANNOT FORGET!

i mustn't forget that i've gotta hand in both my geo and econs jct 'rev ws' tmr. the horrors-.- i need to settle some (!*@#&! pw stuff also.

eek. okay STOP WHINING, START WORKING STUPID DOOF.

yooooooo x0)

2009-07-07T23:23:00.004+08:00

'x0)' is a face. learnt from my sister :D LOL. x=eyes, 0=nose, )=mouth

okay so i stayed home today and did a bit of GPP with valerie when she came up. haha.

zz gotta chiong geog and econs JCT paper now zomg>< should've started earlier eek._.i'm sick and tired of being your puppet.

you've had your own fun. i think it's enough.

ice age: dawn of the dinosaurs

2009-07-06T21:22:00.003+08:00

watched ice age 3 with kaini at PS today:D really cute hahaha. went for dental appt w mom after that for consultation only. braces in oct only. zomg i hate x-rays tho nothing actually happens when it's done:/ i just don't like that feeling. i feel as if my brains are getting fried><

[okay blogger doesn't want to cooperate:( no photos.]

anwzxzx, i promised myself not to procrastinate anymore. i really shouldn't.

GAH! i don't want to be annoying too.

BORED.

2009-07-05T16:07:00.001+08:00

rawr. i dowan to ___________. sick of it alrdy la:(

and zzz, I WANT TO GO OUT.

I WANT TO SHOP.

I WANT TO EAT.

I WANT TO PLAY:(

error: transforming failed D8

2009-07-04T00:09:00.003+08:00

yay, it's the END OF JCTs.

now to concentrate on pw and seriously seriously CATCH UP WITH MY WORK PLSPLSPLS STOP PROCRASTINATING!! gahhhhh:(

anw, after chem (which was traumatizing. left half the paper blank and anyhow shade for mcq omg><) the G.T.ers wanted to go cineleisure to watch transformers. the 16 bus ride was painfully slow today zzz and so we decided to drop at ps which was nearer, just to find the tickets sold out. dinner-ed at pasta and headed down to hereen to look for rah's yakpak haha. then went cineleisure to buy her friend's bday prezz. went home aft that(:

reallllllly tired today dunno why. kept sleeping while trying to study for chem. sorry y'all had to keep waking me up._. anw, ~~lucky i never waste time study~~ hahahaha don't kill me:X

okay, gpp time. whee~

joy

2009-07-02T19:36:00.006+08:00

OMG HAHA THOUGH I KNOW I'M GONNA FAIL MATH I'M NOT SAD OMG. i'm mad:/

okeh so after math paper today went pp subway to lunch w usual cg ppl. whee:D haha mother and roy damn funny and val, stop vibrating LOL. then bus-ed to bedok with mama to meet wx, bel and jerm in bedok lib to studddehhhhh. but we ended up gossiping:B and gossiping even more when yug came HAHA.

ANW OMG THERE WAS THIS CUTE LIL BOY IN THE LIBRARY:

HE WAS SO RANDOM AND CUTE:D first he ran towards me us, and sat on the chair beside me. then he started baby-talking to me LOL and tried feeding me his soggy half-eaten wangwang (which has been in his hands for a long time according to the mother). haha omg, it nearly went into my mouth so i pointed to jermaine saying that he wants. so the boy ran to jermaine and tried feeding him also lolllll. he wanted to eat my lakerol sweet too but the mother didn't allow.

after trying for a while, he got tired and sat beside jerm:

SEE THAT SMALL BOY THERE HAHA. HE WAS DAMN FUNNEH LA:D

then he ran away to his mother. but just moments later, he decided to come back:

and grabbed another chair and sat down. talking somemore HAHA. but he became bored after a while though i tried responding to him by repeating what he was saying hahahah:X but fail la.

he kept looking at my lakerol sweet box (NO MORE LIAO) so i just gave it to him. AND HE RAN AWAY TO SHOW HIS MOTHER LEAVING THE SOGGY WANGWANG BESIDE ME O: then the mother ask him to throw it away and came to retrieve the biscuit, apologising to us haha. okay the end. SO CUTE 8D

after studying we went the nearby kopitiam and had astons for lunner (lunch + dinner) and omg i still have dinner at home HAHA:Bi hope i grow fatter:D

anw okeh tmr chinese then chem THEN NO MORE HAHA. LONGGGG WEEKEND WHOOOO. i dont have to go to school from sat to tues ENVY ME MEHEHE:D

btw, thanks everyone(: for your well-wishes, presents etc. mehehe. AND THANK YOU KAINI HAHA OMG YOU STALKER HAVE SO MANY PHOTOS OF ME 8D

okay here're the rest of the pics from the studying session today! hehe:

TK FTW ♥

new skin 8D II

2009-07-02T01:40:00.001+08:00

:D yay!

SORRY THIS IS SUCH AN EMO POST.

2009-07-01T22:40:00.003+08:00

JUST WHEN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE THE BEST DAY FOR ONCE THIS YEAR,
EVERYTHING JUST HAS TO COME CRASHING DOWN.

I'M SORRY I'M NOT AS SPONTANEOUS, NOT AS ENTHUSIASTIC, NOT AS PHOTOGENIC, NOT AS CONFIDENT, NOT AS OBEDIENT, NOT AS SMART, NOT AS HARDWORKING, HAVE NO TIME MANAGEMENT, IS A CRYBABY, FOR NOT BEING A FAST LEARNER, FOR NOT BEING THE PERFECT DAUGHTER YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED.

I'M SORRY FOR BEING SO IRRITATING, ANNOYING, BUTTER-FINGERS, SLOW DUMB RETARD WHATEVER.

THE BEST BIRTHDAY.

THANKS.

way back into love

2009-06-29T11:25:00.003+08:00

it was kinda dumb of me to cry over this stupid ting and wasted so much time lol. sigh okay i think i'm a little emotionally unstable nowadays. sheesh, i need to de-stress D: been easily annoyed by little things and temper's uncontrollable:( sorry everyone.

though i'm like that now, i'm more fortunate than ever. because the people i love are still with me.

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end.

>:[

2009-06-28T12:26:00.003+08:00

TO HELL WITH GPP AND JCTS! ARGH.

i've decided to just concentrate on GPP and fail JCTs. ~~fuck~~ am i dumb?

6 'U's

2009-06-28T00:09:00.005+08:00

1 more day to jcts.

first two papers on mon are geography and economics respectively. i've not touched geog yet. almost finishing only ONE chapter of economics and nothing went in.

my fault.

for not starting earlier

for being so nonchalant and not committed to my studies

for sleeping in lectures, sometimes during tutorials

for not doing my hw

this explains why i do not rmb a single shit, why i do not understand anything i've read or am going to read.

@*#&@*&!#^(!*@&#^!@, it's time to wake up. doesn't mean last minute works for 'o' lvls means it'll work for anything.

what am i doing here in the first place?! HIATUS. argh.

i heart you online

2009-06-10T16:58:00.001+08:00

:D hahaha found this song thanks to zee. it's funneh:D i like their voices too hahah.

k, bye!

gosh i wna pon:(

2009-06-09T23:27:00.004+08:00

okeh. just hit me that i've got many things i've gotta concentrate on now sigh. some of which includes GPP and MUGGING FOR JCTs omg! and even before mugging i've gotta catch up first:( my days are packed with activity i hope i won't be too exhausted to study. i'm trying not to be like how i was in the past alr. i really want to do well in 'A' levels, get into university, work and earn money. okay, like who doesn't:x

i need to pack my cupboard and give my table a makeover too:( but i doubt i'll have the time to do both. gah.

k i think i should spend less time socializing and blogging (and it's not that i blog a lot also._.) after this sat's flea, no more shopping/going out with friends anymore COS I GOTTA START MUGGING TY. i really hope it's not all talk and no action this time. i mustmustmustmustmustmustmustmust mug:( go zn. go the-people-struggling-with-life.

don't give up on love

2009-06-06T12:25:00.003+08:00

from thresca

wedding dinner later. excited.

tired. don't know why.

GPP time.

in your dreams:D

2009-06-06T00:17:00.005+08:00

a very happy valerie despite all the GPP ~~shit~~ goodness :D

mwuhahaha.

shopped for yug's prezz and dress at pp with bel today. while we were resting on some bench we started photobooth-ing LOL:D ppl were staring like we're some mad students hahah.
then went back sch for pw + jrs' dsa. I MET KAINI ON 31 OMG LOL. did lesson plan then val went off and i went to listen to dsa. haha, quite proud of them. i bet if i went i wouldn't be able to play a single shit on the flute T.T thenthen went to celebrate yug's bday (6 may, like one month ago LOL). managed to surprise him!:D ok, just the present part:S I CAN'T ACT/LIE:((( halfway through realised i still hadn't gotten my dress, and since bel offered to lend in the aftnoon i went to meet her for the dress hahahah. then headed straight home:D

anyway, omg my group's GPP still has a loooooong way to go:S was told to ~~redo~~ restructure the whole GPP = start from scratch but keep topics. kena screwed reallllly badly that day. i'm so sorry valerie!:(

yay ~~tmr~~ today i've to wake up early early for my cousin's wedding. i hope i can><

sigh i hope nothing will go wrong for the rest of the holiday. nothing seems to be going right nowadays:(

suddenly i feel so detached from them, them and them. or is it just me?:/

it's late zomg

2009-06-02T00:59:00.003+08:00

okay really quick one.

went for econs make-up tut (i really didn't want to get up:( poop) was late:X lol anw, then had lunch then pw meeting. went for tuition aft that but i realised my tutor wasn't home. called and found out she'lll be home only at 5 wth so i went wandering around in pp alone>< bought things which i didn't intend to buy and didn't manage to find things i was looking for. went for tuition after that then headed home. phew.

omg i want threadless tees soooooo much!:D

new skin 8D

2009-05-31T23:39:00.003+08:00

yay omg new skin:D though it's like, kinda plain too but i don't care. :D

okay. time for PW, econs articles (the shit la:() and er, everything else i can't rmb><

i hate mugging but i guess i've got to. TWO MORE YEARS! i hope i don't retain if not it's going to be another year in tj ~~sucky school~~.

hmm, have been catching up with lots of people (neh, ice, sher, kaini) really happy:D yay. i love days without____.

i guess i'm just not attached to anything in tj. maybe it's cos i don't want to. maybe it's cos i just don't like the school or i choose not to either. whatever. there's a reason why i miss the old times so much. because they truly make me :D for a long time.

k i really gotta start reading. my languages suck enough alr. gah.

i don't understand. why.

shoosh._.

2009-05-27T19:48:00.002+08:00

I AM GOING TO CHANGE MY UGLY+PLAIN BLOG SKIN

someday><

and I WANT TO BE HEALTHY!:D

what a day

2009-05-25T00:27:00.005+08:00

okay a quick one before chionging my maths tutorial 12.

had 5 hours of math tuition straight cos i missed the one last week. then met up with neh after that at bugis at about 6 plus and shopped for things for about an hour and a half before returning home. talked a lot with her and i feel slightly better now i guess. but i still feel like some evil poop which shouldn't exist at all:S and she really knows a lot:o

was thinking about a lot things until i got really pissed. i'm so sorry i was on bitchy mode volume 4:( thank you both for listening. it really helped. teared a little and i'm okay already. love you two<3

sigh, KAINI:( I DIDNT GET TO TAKE PHOTO WITH YOU AND ELISE. sobs. every time we meet we don't get to talk much. gah:(

and thanks all for flowers and even for just coming down for the concert!:3

AND GENE MAY YOUR TOE GET WELL SOON! don't waddle too much :D hehe.

you know what,

i've decided not to ask for more

and being complacent isn't going to help. ~~stop sucking-up:/~~

:(

2009-05-23T00:52:00.003+08:00

[edit] i hate hypocrites [/edit]

okay so it's concert tmr. hope for the best because apparently...gah forget it i won't say it here. i'm not going to invite trouble. lesson learnt. the hard way. but anyway, supposed to be in school at 7.30am tmr and i'm staying up to do gpp. i prolly won't get much sleep cos i've other things to do as well. i hate my time management skills.

stomach's been behaving oddly nowadays._. dunno why.

k i miss my free time. bye.

SMILE FOR THE CAMERA

2009-05-17T02:06:00.001+08:00

I SHOULD JUST BE HAPPY.

YES I SHOULD.

went for TJCO's concert. they played really well (but then again i also dunno how good COs are supposed to sound like..) and considering that they had only around a week to practice the songs i think they're brilliant. couldn't enjoy though cos i had a throbbing headache which still isn't going away. after the concert, gobbled half my subway sandwich and felt like puking cos there was this strong mayo taste, so i threw away the other half. i swear i could've just thrown up whatever that was in my tummy._. reached home really late. exhausted.

you belong with me

2009-05-10T21:56:00.002+08:00

really nice video:] haha.

it's been long since i've updated. oops:x

sigh i really need to pack my table -.- gah. and i really need to do my hw also. poop.

nothing much to write, sorry._. cos i'm playing restaurant city HAHA:D

okay bye!

last minute

2009-05-02T02:04:00.004+08:00

yay (: haha.

17 again was good. i would watch it again if i had the time :D

so we proceeded with the outing in the evening last minute after my last minute labour day band prac in school. met up with val and shakila for some PW things and walked to ehub with val and jw after that. watched alicia and jw hit drums in the arcade and jw play some press-the-button-when-it-lights-up game (sorry, don't know the name:X) while waiting for the movie to start. zomg okay, we must admit jw is kinda awesome-.- then it was the movie and omg i really love it:D people please watch! hehe.

rushed to century square to watch X-Men Origins: Wolverine after 17 again. it's quite good too i think, but i don't really like violent shows and i was holding my pee throughout the show cos i was too scared to go to the toilet alone :x haha. finished at around 11.40 and reached home at 12. surprisingly my mother was in a good mood (either that or she's just too tired LOL) so i didn't get scolded. yay:D

okay the following is about PI so just skip if you dowanna read my rants:X haha.

ZOMGWTFBBQ. i've just been told that i must change my PI bullet two. which probably means i have to change my bullet one too. and so i must do a hole new PI. YAY. it shouldn't be a problem if i had 2 more weeks but apparently this is going to be the LAST draft, and i gotta pass it up by next fri. my pw tutor could've informed me (face-to-face or just freaking write it on my PI la, is it that difficult?!?)-that recession was on a global scale which i can't solve-maybe after my first draft which was a few weeks ago? luckily i had janna to tell me that. to think i actually wasted two drafts doing on sth which i shouldn't be touching and spent nights staring into my comp screen frying my brains for ideas and wasting my sleep time zzz. thank you so much. really. for being so last minute. okay. i know i'm one who's super last minute also but i'm trying to change alr okokokok:(

okay i am going to bed. night:/

we are not robots

2009-04-30T00:04:00.004+08:00

i'm just going to do a quick update because i still have my PI to do. yes i'm still not done with my third draft and it's not because i haven't been spending time on it but my brain refuses to think. i've really been trying 24/7 to come up with ideas for bloody PI, and also GPP but i just can't get anything out of my mind. it's like clogged up in there. it's not working anymore._.

i need my sleep and nowadays sleeping at 12 is considered early for me already. i wish i can sleep at 10 like i could last time, but now that's the time i usually reach home. after SYF there's Prelude and we haven't even confirmed the pieces yet. there's stage band which is less than half completed too. i don't think much is going to change even after SYF. i don't feel like studying/doing hw anymore and just flunk all the tests and don't get class participation points. i'm not listening during lectures alr anw. i don't know if i can even catch up now.

i'm sorry for complaining so much. i know many of you are in the same or an even worse situation..

but i dread going to school and sometimes even for cca. i used to love band so much, used to like going to school sometimes.. the time i spend in school is more than the time i spend at home (not including my sleeping time). don't even talk about elsewhere because i've not visited any shopping malls for ages.

the only thing i'm really looking forward to now is the arrival of my new bag. i'm not looking forward to labour day anymore simply because the movie-cum-haircut outing is cancelled and i'm spending it in school again. so much for a holiday.

9 more days O:

2009-04-27T22:10:00.003+08:00

been reaching home really late cos of band + stage band._.

anw, had rehearsal in republic poly on sunday and zomg the hall's super echo-y o.o but it's really nice too. haha:D

overall, the band sounded really harsh and i screwed up quite a bit:/ was really hungry too cos i didn't have proper breakfast and had nothing else till around 6(?). gahh.

anw, i like the school blazer 8) makes the uniform look so much nicer though we're like ultra green ppl hahah. but tkband's uniform is still the best:D:D

meiling said i lost weight. so i had two lunches today and i feel happy feeling full all the time so it's okay to splurge on food, right?:x

felt really tired today dunno why. slept during chinese test though i reallyreally tried to keep my eyes open:(

and i totally flunked my geog test. didn't touch my notes till ten steps away from room 272 and as quoted from jw "it's like going to war naked" but i prefer to say it's like going to war unarmed (which is Janna's version actually hahah). i wrote two sentences for part a (9m) and 3/2 page of crap for part b (16m) x.x

and lastly, i did not hand in my 2 econs essay + csq answers. so ms wong is prolly going to "see me" tmrw._. no class participation points also. lolll

pfffft. trying to finish up last week's chem pracs too so that i can sneak them into mrs chua's slot early in the morning. hopefully she checks her slot verrrryyyyy frequently><

okay then i still have my PI to worry over. still stuck at draft three, which is going to be my last draft too. stupid 'innovative' and 'creative' events._. PW seriously sucks. and i hope things won't worsen:S

alright. i really miss going to PP now though i've been going there almost everyday of my life when i was in TK and am kinda sick of it. i feel so..odd not hanging around and going home str after school everyday. but when i do hang arnd i start thinking of all the dreadful hw and suddenly i find myself on the way home. but well, home isn't such a bad place too..

this friday's labour day:D A BREAK!

3 days, 3 months ago

2009-04-23T01:36:00.005+08:00

it's really late, i'm supposed to be doing my PI bullet two event now but nothing's coming out of my puny brain. so since i'm online and i've nothing to do i might as well take a break and update._.

three words: i. am. tired.

zz i'm starting to sleep again. during chem lecture my head kept nodding and matt said it was damn obvious D: UNGLAM! T.T

then had math test(and i really wanted to sleep some more) and zomg my math tcher mr ji finished marking all of them within 2 hours. salute him manzxz. but apparently it was cos many couldn't do the last question so he only had 2 questions (mostly incomplete i guess) to mark for majority of the scripts :x and i think i flunked it cos being lazy as usual i didn't study. eek.

then there were scholarships exhibition by many universities + some random companies. being kiasu aunties but also to seriously look at the exhibits, some of us (CG30/09) took a look and grabbed freebies along the way. some really nice ones were gone by the time we reached though:/ i really wanted the earth stress ball thingy.

then it was band. and after which was stage band. i need bimbo masterclasses :O played piano with donovan, matthew and belinda after rehearsing our scene and went home with belinda.

really wanted to blog abt camp but it's too late and i can't really rmb much abt it alr. to sum it up it was quite fun haha. slept 5 hours the moment i reached home and that's all i can rmb.

and i should really stop sleep talking :x

OH AND HAPPY BELATED B'DAY SIHUI :D

JIAYOU! don't let all the stress pull you down. you know you have the ability to do well! all the best and i love youzxz 8) HAHA

TJCSB PRELUDE 29

23 May 2009

7.00PM

Victoria Concert Hall

Stall: $12, Circle: $15

sms me if you want a ticket k(: we'll be playing our syf choice piece extreme make-over (cut version). other songs are unconfirmed, really sorry about that. there'll be a stage band performance too so COME OKEH:D:D:D

okay, i'm so dead for my PI. yay.

rmb?(:

give me a break

2009-04-16T14:07:00.002+08:00

okay so i didn't go to school today because my throat's still as bad (or did it worsen i dunno ._.) i really hope my voice returns to normal tmrw :((( i sound reallyreallyreally horrid now D: and i swear my voice didn't break. doctor chua prescribe me some miracle medicine pl0x.

prac-ed flute, did a little bit of hw. so not productive:/ and i just realised i have band camp tmrw till sunday so i gotta complete my PI draft 3, some chinese thingy and i dunno what else x.x i need to do my part and come up with a backup idea for GPP too. and on top of all these i have tutorials to do but i don't really give a hoot abt them so yeah._.

and i've thought long and hard, REFLECTED UPON MY ACTIONS (mostly what's wrong ehem ehem :X) and yeah, i've decided to keep myself happy and not emo anymore. cos if i do i'd be hurting/disappointing the people around me and myself as well. i'm not going to feel demoralized but encouraged from now. and i'm not going to give up but stay determined. thank you to those who cheered me up (: it really helped and i don't know how it would've been without you all.

thank you too (:

anw, hmm. looking forward to band camp :D (um, i think.) i hope the exchange would be fun. though neh and gene wouldn't be there :(( zzz.

schedule is/is going to be very packed till end of syf/prelude. so, bye world, i'll prolly not be blogging very often (not like i am now :/). i just hope everything will go smoothly.

i don't really hate school now cos i have great friends :D :D and funny things seem to happen all the time hahah.

lastly, kaini i miss you a lot. it's been super super long since we've actually talked abt things face to face alrrrr. sobs T.T i hope you're ding fine and good luck for your coming exams + WMC okeh! JYYY

and things can change overnight so quickly it's scary. oh well.

nobody but you

2009-04-12T13:37:00.004+08:00

okayokay so here's an update :)

life's just been revolving around band and school so there's nothing much to talk about. boring life ._.

i really really hope these two years will pass even faster now. i really hate school.

okay i really have nothing better to blog about already. sorry! :x

lastly, presenting to you

my beloved junior SHANNON PHUA PEI XIAN (:

[grabbed from FB heheheh 8D]

hokay..

2009-04-09T00:14:00.012+08:00

so firstly,

CONGRATS TKBAND ;D YOU'VE DONE GREAT AND I'M REALLY PROUD OF ALL OF YOU.

GOLD :D I LOVE YOU FLUTES!

anw, i think i won't be updating often. sorreh mudder! :X hehe. cos i don't think i'll have much time already :/ PW and band and hw etcetc.. yeah. and your CO's like worse manzxz.

have been sleeping during lectures again. please don't get me wrong. yes i did love sleeping during lessons in secondary school but i really don't wanna fall asleep during lectures now. and janna, please don't feel bad cos you're really doing me a big favour yeah! (: hehe, i look super unglam sleeping zzz. but that's not the point la haha. i just wanna do well in JC ._.

btw i didn't change much of my blogskin cos there's no time (or rather i'm just too lazy to x.x) to look for one i really like. hehe. i don't really know how to do html stuff well too, just changing things here and there so yeah. haha anw i'm fine with this really simple skin so i think i'll stick with it for a while (:

there are so many things i wanna say but when i wanna type them out, my mind becomes completely blank ._.

and honestly, JC life sucks big time. guess we've just got to endure.

okay this is a really random post. lol.

eek, photos are in really bad quality dont know why D:

i never knew i would miss them this much.

life's great._.

whoosh

2009-04-05T20:48:00.006+08:00

FRI NIGHT:
half-a-CG dinner (: haha ALICIA = free entertainment. ALICIA + ROY = (free entertainment)^2
i love the way they go "POW POW POW", alicia's hokkien words and her PRICELESS SHOCKED EXPRESSION 8D had lots of fun especially in toys'r'us (is it spelt this way? :X)

SAT:
paid respects to my paternal grandparents in the morning. there was this disgusting looking cockroach with half it's body flesh gone crawling around the temple. while everyone else tried to shun/ignore it, my uncle caught it effortlessly and threw it next door (which was someone's house. be glad you don't stay there x.x) like nobody's business. lollll.

went for band prac after that. i guess i did improve a little but everything else was as usual. sigh, i really hate having this demoralized feeling :(

returned to TK with bel, yug and jolene when band prac ended to see how they were doing. unfortunately they ended SYF prac when we reached so we had nothing to do. caught up with lisa and gene (i really miss sec1'05-sec4'08 flutes :() and proceeded to katong sc where yug met up with his cheer people at teoheng and bel, indah and i found a spot to do homework. ended up gossiping when yug came to join us though, haha. stupid aunty germs. bus-ed home with bel and did nothing else that night cos i was really exhausted and had an early night.

TODAY:
Woke up later than planned :/ wasted time watching the television (HK DRAMAS LOL) until i realised i had to go for math tuition (for the first time in my whole entire life O:). bathed, gobbled up my lunch and rushed off.

tuition's quite fun :D haha, the teacher's funneh or as quoted from caleb "eccentric". learnt quite a bit from today's session. hopefully i can really catch up with math soon ._. eek

speaking of which, i spent half the time at home parking my ass in front of the tv/laptop (editing my blog and not my PI D:), i feel kinda screwed now cos i still have lots to complete ZOMG.

PI, econs articles which were due ages ago, chem tutorials, econs essay retest, and lots of notes to print. I need to memorise my parts for stage band too D:

AND GOOD LUCK TKBAND :) IT'S SYF TMR. ALL THE BEST!
no matter what the outcome is, stay strong ★★★★★

okay i better start on homework now.

exhaustion

2009-04-03T23:56:00.000+08:00

running, ~~shitting~~, gossiping and going mad :D these words pretty much summed up what the day was like.

nothing else to blog about already. haha sorry people! tired so cannot think alr x.x

not done with skin. another day i guess..